It'll be forever and flawless a thousand million more you know that god was dreaming when he made dinosaurs watered lawns and dewy mornings mean cats and playful boars silent in the back seat with you you can't bear to see them leave do rats dream of mazes do they dream of used cutting boards easy songs to sing real loud you feel it all come out communicating in a language perfectly understood stars high in the sky a girl so high in flight pets that can live forever pets that don't ever die feel right all of the time life that feels like a dream a hug so big and warm and so good so good you come saltheaven and crying faces we'll become unicorns

It'll be so bright outside and a perfect temperature your love will have their head on your chest do you hear that singing? You'll remember the thing they wrote that made you feel like you shouldn't hate yourself you'll cry and they'll be there to comfort you you're crying because you're so happy you feel pouring down your face "oh my god I love you" It'll slip out it'll slip out When the earth gets too tired and hot ill move us into space onto other planets with bigger planes and saltier lakes but I'll always keep Mount Olympus in my pocket we'll be living together and meeting new life but I can always hear that song in my head It rings and rings around rings and rings around other planets It rings and rings around rings and rings around other planets and I can't fucking stand it here with my soles down here on earth and soon enough I can live perfect there and then I can be good they'll say that wasn't Michael Jordan on the court that was god and then I can move on but something is always slowing me down In heaven everything is fine In heaven everything is fine you've got your good things and I got mine It'll be fine my love it'll be fine and all we have to do is close our eyes smell the air my love it'll be so kind the feel of ever passive time go by It'll be fine my love it'll be fine and all we have to do is close our eyes smell the air my love it'll be so kind the feel of ever passive time go by (it rings it rings) I love you so much but I hear something in my head a terrible song that goes on too long but I'll fight against it I'll change the chords change the notes change the meaning of the words and I'll pull us up in to another heaven It'll ring and ring around ring and ring around ring and ring around other planets It'll ring and ring around ring and ring around ring and ring around other planets and I can't fucking stand it here with my soles down here on earth and soon enough I can live perfect there and then I can be good they'll say that wasn't Michael Jordan on the court that was god and then I can move on but something is always slowing me down (Wow so cool these cheers and for you the listener I hope one of these days we can all be in heaven. Yeah have a great day) In heaven everything is fine In heaven everything is fine In heaven everything is fine In heaven everything is fine and heaven be in your arms a hug so big can't peel me off and heaven be so long can't remember the names of certain songs and heaven be so big you look around and see all there is and heaven be a song it goes on and on and on and on in heaven in heaven in heaven in heaven

my sad stoic superstar wont you cut out your perfect little magazine art and paste it on hills and write out your heaven a champion of our world lived in other dimensions oh Henry Darger superstar Henry Darger superstar It makes a man goddamn so solitude that glacier quiet till he found his artistic force of nature because I'm sure this album will change it all for you you'll write a song that changes you into one goddamn genuine Henry Darger superstar Henry Darger superstar (alright let's chill out) cuz I want you to love enough fun enough of the break and now I need more art from you till your bloody in the face so I'll sit in my chair and stare at my computer and dick around for two hours till i find my goddamn Henry Darger superstar Henry Darger superstar and you can't be anything but perfect because you're taught that making art is perfect and wasting your life on art is perfect because you'll waste away oh god you'll waste away like Henry Darger superstar Henry Darger superstar Henry Darger superstar Henry Darger superstar (let's wrap it up) oh Henry Darger superstar Henry Darger superstar Henry Darger good job

Does it feel like you're even moving when you're shooting through space do you know that you're moving forwards not backwards not left or right stargirl you're in flight Stargirl in flight stargirl in flight stargirl is moving to the future with a whole new line a body new to her and you lived your life in a formless nothing but you are bright and you are something and it takes a long time and space is a void with nothing around but a measly asteroid but stargirl if I'm being honest you burned so bright and you burned the longest you burned me whole star grow your light star grow your light I've been driven insane by the grief of losing my friend it' was poison in my head and eating away at my brain and shitting out what you thought I love but there's a weight in my heart I loved you so much I tried my best but was it enough? and I loved you and you're all gone and I love you but you're all gone and i love you but where have you gone and i love you but are you all gone? star are you alright? star are you alright? and now there's silence in the final frontier so close those eyelids and keep to yourself my dear I'll see you again, again in the next one but I won't remember your name but I think we're linked when I look at you again all I'll see is light and we might be friends again in the next life now what was your name now what was your name now what was your name now what was your name

123223323 123223323 Scamper on home blind as a tree and I'm sorry scamper on home blind as a tree and I'm Sorry look at what they did to him look at what they did to him look at what they did to him my... 12345223453245 12345223453245 why'd they do it to you why'd they do it to you can't you see he was my friend can't you see he was my friend can't you see he was my friend why I came home and I saw it was all destroyed I went in your room you were stumbling back and forth I don't know why but I held your life I don't know why but I held your life and when I woke up I was sent a poem about a colorful bridge where you all would wait around for people with smiles tired from all that grief to cross the bridge and walk into our next life and if I am very wrong and that where to happen would you forgive me for letting it happen and if i am very wrong and that where to happen would you forgive me for letting it happen and if I am very wrong and that where to happen would you forgive me for letting it happen and if i am very wrong and that where to happen would you forgive me for letting it happen

There's no joy in this only pain and embarrassment because I think you're funny all the time and every part of me wants to make you mine closing my eyes I pictured you next to me holding my hands all underneath the bed sheets closing my eyes I pictured you next to me all I wanted was you to love me oh my heart my brain can't stop thinking about the makeup on your face and when you turned the corner my stomach exploded and I'm drunk on some bittersweet feelings closing my eyes I pictured you next to me holding my hands all underneath the bed sheets closing my eyes I pictured you next to me all I wanted was you to love me skies so big it makes otters happy and sounds so loud it keeps me from exploding out deeper deeper I want to go and air so real it enters my body and the thought it gives chest so sweet but you know how it burns and the pain that rots out little black cavities that makes you wonder why you're even thinking "well I'm owed you a lot more" you know how it goes play it again play it again for me play it again play it again for me play it again play it again for me oh my dear I can't wait to see you anymore we can sit on the hill and wish for more and you'll always find me walking back to your door so we can hug just once and you can feel how I adore closing my eyes I pictured you next to me holding my hands all underneath the bed sheets closing my eyes I pictured you next to me all I wanted was you to love me you're the very brightest in the room it doesn't matter who else can shine you're keeping me wanting so much more and hogging all of you're precious time the joy of walking around watching life go by making something good together holding hands in white space with those colored dots surrounding us forever closing my eyes I pictured you next to me holding my hands all underneath the bed sheets closing my eyes I pictured you next to me all I wanted was you to love me skies so big it makes otters happy and sounds so loud it keeps me from exploding out deeper deeper I want to go and air so real it enters my body and the thought it gives chest so sweet but you know how it burns and the pain that rots out little black cavities that makes you wonder why you're even thinking "well I'm owed you a lot more" you know how it goes a bear and a bunny one million years and a bear and a bunny one million years and a bear and a bunny one million years and a bear and a bunny one million years I'll ask you please don't think again you made me freeze often enough

Make sure you bury me under a great big rock then please have everyone sing a song from me not this one the funny one about pinkies write out the king of prosciutto on a hill that looks on Mount Olympus and The Great Salt Lake and make it easy so you can take my mom tell her how good her son was tell her her stories and play her her songs she likes "She likes goodbye horses" oh goodbye and rip off Kurt Vonnegut everything was beautiful and nothing hurt everything was beautiful and nothing hurt Make sure you bury me under a great big rock then please have everyone sing a song from me not this one the funny one about pinkies write out the king of prosciutto on a hill that looks on Mount Olympus and The Great Salt Lake and make it easy so you can take my mom tell her how good her son was tell her her stories and play her her songs she likes she likes "Goodbye Horses" oh goodbye and rip off Kurt Vonnegut everything was beautiful and nothing hurt everything was beautiful and nothing hurt

I got up and Jackie hugged me I don't wanna get out of bed the sheets so warm and the mattress pulls me they got up and got dressed and made me coffee and this is what I wanted but I cant feel it enough is it real? is it real? and I lived my whole life in my head now I'm here on earth cast down to earth and I can't taste the salt on my lips anymore what happened to all the milk and honey what happened to all the milk and honey when I was up there I painted a curtain of this world and I laid on top of it and I kissed my curtain on the lips but now I'm here on the earth because I wanna be here on earth and away from those gates with you away from those gates but what is this place I remember this place its not kind we don't much time it's already rotting us out and I can see you here on earth where I put my head on your stomach and I can hear all the beautiful rumbling the food making your thoughts but those thoughts don't turn off I love you so much but there's something in my head a song that goes on too long but can I fight against it? Oh my heart oh my brain when you turn the corner I still feel the flame cup my heads around it blow a little harder embers are surrounds oh to stay the same I don't want to go out I don't want you to flame out I want you to be mine and safer in my mind don't hop out of bed please stay in the sheets hide your head would you do it do it all for me don't risk it out there where it's hard enough to breath with stress and fucked, fucked anxiety don't, you see it out there they'll swallow your plea just listen listen please please ultimately this is to say I don't want you to leave when you die you go into a dream except you don't you just die and I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry you have to exist in a tired and painful body I'm sorry you have to have to all that shit happen to you I'm sorry that you have to die and you will have to leave me I'm sorry that when I die you might not have the chance to say "goodnight I love you" but goodnight I love you If I can only find the right notes and words to sing a perfect song with perfect chords, a perfect noise to mean that everything around us may no longer devastate you and I can hold you in my arms and feel the pain leave your body light to grow new but for now I can sing "goodnight I love you" goodnight I love you

when you die you go into a dream you move in with your family you fall in love again when you die you go over to your best friends house and your stomach hurts from the laughing and you've only had some soda that was left out on the table but it doesn't taste that bad its just a little flat is all its still sweet its still sweet when you die your mom is young again and you both have so much time to talk and you speak a perfect language and you understand each other and she holds your hand and looks you in the eyes your still good son your still good son your still good when you die you see your kids again and they hold your hands and say "never again" and say "never again " and say "never again" never again never again never again never again then you die and you go into a dream forever and flawless and its perfect