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It'll be forever and flawless
a thousand million more
you know that god was dreaming
when he made dinosaurs
watered lawns and dewy mornings
mean cats and playful boars
silent in the back seat with you
you can't bear to see them leave
do rats dream of mazes
do they dream of used cutting boards
easy songs to sing real loud
you feel it all come out
communicating in a language
perfectly understood
stars high in the sky
a girl so high in flight
pets that can live forever
pets that don't ever die
feel right all of the time
life that feels like a dream
a hug so big and warm and
so good so good you come
saltheaven and crying faces
we'll become unicorns
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It'll be so bright outside and a perfect temperature
your love will have their head on your chest
do you hear that singing?
You'll remember the thing they wrote
that made you feel like you shouldn't hate yourself
you'll cry and they'll be there
to comfort you
you're crying because
you're so happy
you feel pouring down your face
"oh my god I love you"
It'll slip out it'll slip out
When the earth gets too tired and hot
ill move us into space
onto other planets with bigger planes and saltier lakes
but I'll always keep Mount Olympus in my pocket
we'll be living together and meeting new life
but I can always hear that song in my head
It rings and rings around
rings and rings around other planets
It rings and rings around
rings and rings around other planets
and I can't fucking stand it here with my soles down here on earth
and soon enough I can live perfect there and then I can be good
they'll say that wasn't Michael Jordan on the court that was god and then I can move on
but something is always slowing me down
In heaven everything is fine
In heaven everything is fine
you've got your good things and I got mine
It'll be fine my love it'll be fine
and all we have to do is close our eyes
smell the air my love it'll be so kind
the feel of ever passive time go by
It'll be fine my love it'll be fine
and all we have to do is close our eyes
smell the air my love it'll be so kind
the feel of ever passive time go by
(it rings it rings)
I love you so much but I hear something in my head
a terrible song that goes on too long but I'll fight against it
I'll change the chords change the notes change the meaning of the words
and I'll pull us up in to another heaven
It'll ring and ring around
ring and ring around
ring and ring around other planets
It'll ring and ring around
ring and ring around
ring and ring around other planets
and I can't fucking stand it here with my soles down here on earth
and soon enough I can live perfect there and then I can be good
they'll say that wasn't Michael Jordan on the court that was god and then I can move on
but something is always slowing me down
(Wow so cool these cheers and for you the listener I hope one of these days we can all be in heaven. Yeah have a great day)
In heaven everything is fine
In heaven everything is fine
In heaven everything is fine
In heaven everything is fine
and heaven be in your arms a hug so big can't peel me off
and heaven be so long can't remember the names of certain songs
and heaven be so big you look around and see all there is
and heaven be a song it goes on and on and on and on
in heaven
in heaven
in heaven
in heaven
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my sad stoic superstar
wont you cut out your perfect little magazine art
and paste it on hills and write out your heaven
a champion of our world lived in other dimensions
oh Henry Darger superstar
Henry Darger superstar
It makes a man
goddamn
so solitude that glacier
quiet till he found his artistic force of nature
because I'm sure this album will change it all for you
you'll write a song that changes you into one goddamn genuine
Henry Darger superstar
Henry Darger superstar
(alright let's chill out)
cuz I want you to love
enough fun
enough of the break
and now I need more art from you till your bloody in the face
so I'll sit in my chair and stare at my computer
and dick around for two hours till i find my goddamn
Henry Darger superstar
Henry Darger superstar
and you can't be anything but perfect
because you're taught that making art is perfect
and wasting your life on art is perfect
because you'll waste away
oh god you'll waste away like
Henry Darger superstar
Henry Darger superstar
Henry Darger superstar
Henry Darger superstar
(let's wrap it up)
oh Henry Darger superstar
Henry Darger superstar
Henry Darger good job
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Does it feel like you're even moving
when you're shooting through space
do you know that you're moving forwards not backwards not left or right
stargirl you're in flight
Stargirl in flight
stargirl in flight
stargirl is moving to the future with a whole new line a body new to her
and you lived your life in a formless nothing but you are bright and you are something
and it takes a long time and space is a void with nothing around but a measly asteroid
but stargirl if I'm being honest you burned so bright and you burned the longest
you burned me whole
star grow your light
star grow your light
I've been driven insane by the grief of losing my friend
it' was poison in my head and eating away at my brain and shitting out what you thought
I love but there's a weight in my heart
I loved you so much I tried my best but was it enough?
and I loved you and you're all gone
and I love you but you're all gone
and i love you but where have you gone
and i love you but are you all gone?
star are you alright?
star are you alright?
and now there's silence in the final frontier
so close those eyelids and keep to yourself my dear
I'll see you again, again in the next one
but I won't remember your name
but I think we're linked
when I look at you again
all I'll see is light
and we might be friends again
in the next life
now what was your name
now what was your name
now what was your name
now what was your name
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Scamper on home blind as a tree and I'm sorry
scamper on home blind as a tree and I'm Sorry
look at what they did to him
look at what they did to him
look at what they did to him my...
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why'd they do it to you
why'd they do it to you
can't you see he was my friend
can't you see he was my friend
can't you see he was my friend why
I came home and I saw it was all destroyed
I went in your room you were stumbling back and forth
I don't know why but I held your life
I don't know why but I held your life
and when I woke up I was sent a poem about a colorful bridge where you all would wait around for people with smiles tired from all that grief to cross the bridge and walk into our next life
and if I am very wrong and that where to happen
would you forgive me for letting it happen
and if i am very wrong and that where to happen
would you forgive me for letting it happen
and if I am very wrong and that where to happen
would you forgive me for letting it happen
and if i am very wrong and that where to happen
would you forgive me for letting it happen
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There's no joy in this
only pain and embarrassment
because I think you're funny all the time
and every part of me wants to make you mine
closing my eyes I pictured you next to me
holding my hands all underneath the bed sheets
closing my eyes I pictured you next to me
all I wanted was you to love me
oh my heart my brain
can't stop thinking about the makeup on your face
and when you turned the corner my stomach exploded
and I'm drunk on some bittersweet feelings
closing my eyes I pictured you next to me
holding my hands all underneath the bed sheets
closing my eyes I pictured you next to me
all I wanted was you to love me
skies so big it makes otters happy
and sounds so loud it keeps me from exploding out
deeper deeper I want to go
and air so real it enters my body
and the thought it gives chest so sweet
but you know how it burns
and the pain that rots out little black cavities
that makes you wonder why you're even thinking
"well I'm owed you a lot more"
you know how it goes
play it again play it again for me
play it again play it again for me
play it again play it again for me
oh my dear I can't wait to see you anymore
we can sit on the hill and wish for more
and you'll always find me walking back to your door
so we can hug just once and you can feel how I adore
closing my eyes I pictured you next to me
holding my hands all underneath the bed sheets
closing my eyes I pictured you next to me
all I wanted was you to love me
you're the very brightest in the room
it doesn't matter who else can shine
you're keeping me wanting so much more
and hogging all of you're precious time
the joy of walking around
watching life go by
making something good together
holding hands in white space
with those colored dots surrounding us forever
closing my eyes I pictured you next to me
holding my hands all underneath the bed sheets
closing my eyes I pictured you next to me
all I wanted was you to love me
skies so big it makes otters happy
and sounds so loud it keeps me from exploding out
deeper deeper I want to go
and air so real it enters my body
and the thought it gives chest so sweet
but you know how it burns
and the pain that rots out little black cavities
that makes you wonder why you're even thinking
"well I'm owed you a lot more"
you know how it goes
a bear and a bunny one million years
and a bear and a bunny one million years
and a bear and a bunny one million years
and a bear and a bunny one million years
I'll ask you please don't think again you made me freeze often enough
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King Prosciutto
03:50
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Make sure you bury me under a great big rock then please
have everyone sing a song from me
not this one the funny one about pinkies
write out the king of prosciutto on a hill that looks on Mount Olympus
and The Great Salt Lake and make it easy so you can take my mom
tell her how good her son was
tell her her stories and play her her songs
she likes "She likes goodbye horses"
oh goodbye
and rip off Kurt Vonnegut
everything was beautiful and nothing hurt
everything was beautiful and nothing hurt
Make sure you bury me under a great big rock then please
have everyone sing a song from me
not this one the funny one about pinkies
write out the king of prosciutto on a hill that looks on Mount Olympus
and The Great Salt Lake and make it easy so you can take my mom
tell her how good her son was
tell her her stories and play her her songs
she likes she likes "Goodbye Horses"
oh goodbye
and rip off Kurt Vonnegut
everything was beautiful and nothing hurt
everything was beautiful and nothing hurt
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Salt and Brimstone
09:46
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I got up and Jackie hugged me I don't wanna get out of bed
the sheets so warm and the mattress pulls me
they got up and got dressed and made me coffee
and this is what I wanted but I cant feel it enough
is it real? is it real?
and I lived my whole life in my head now I'm here on earth cast down to earth
and I can't taste the salt on my lips anymore
what happened to all the milk and honey
what happened to all the milk and honey
when I was up there I painted a curtain of this world
and I laid on top of it and I kissed my curtain on the lips
but now I'm here on the earth because I wanna be here on earth
and away from those gates with you away from those gates
but what is this place I remember this place its not kind
we don't much time it's already rotting us out
and I can see you here on earth where I put my head on your stomach
and I can hear all the beautiful rumbling the food making your thoughts
but those thoughts don't turn off
I love you so much but there's something in my head
a song that goes on too long
but can I fight against it?
Oh my heart oh my brain when you turn the corner
I still feel the flame
cup my heads around it
blow a little harder
embers are surrounds
oh to stay the same
I don't want to go out
I don't want you to flame out
I want you to be mine
and safer in my mind
don't hop out of bed please stay in the sheets
hide your head would you do it do it all for me
don't risk it out there where it's hard enough to breath
with stress and fucked, fucked anxiety
don't, you see it out there they'll swallow your plea
just listen listen please please
ultimately this is to say I don't want you to leave
when you die you go into a dream
except you don't you just die
and I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry you have to exist in a tired and painful body
I'm sorry you have to have to all that shit happen to you
I'm sorry that you have to die and you will have to leave me
I'm sorry that when I die you might not have the chance to say "goodnight I love you"
but goodnight I love you
If I can only find the right notes and words to sing
a perfect song with perfect chords, a perfect noise to mean that everything around us may no longer devastate you and I can hold you in my arms and feel the pain leave your body light to grow new
but for now I can sing "goodnight I love you"
goodnight I love you
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AN 11 11
07:18
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when you die you go into a dream
you move in with your family
you fall in love again
when you die you go over to your best friends house
and your stomach hurts from the laughing
and you've only had some soda that was left out on the table
but it doesn't taste that bad its just a little flat is all
its still sweet its still sweet
when you die your mom is young again
and you both have so much time to talk
and you speak a perfect language
and you understand each other
and she holds your hand
and looks you in the eyes
your still good son
your still good son
your still good
when you die you see your kids again
and they hold your hands and say "never again"
and say "never again "
and say "never again"
never again never again
never again never again
then you die and you go into a dream
forever and flawless and its perfect
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