Saw you staring at spirals on the walls hear you talking about your new god I'm scared but I won't show that side when you stuff yourself in my eyes I'd like to wrap my head around this one and solve it all of this is falling apart, I can't help but feel a bit responsible I can't control my hair you know I cannot give to you my heart so big and swollen too you know I cannot give to you my life my man your scar it grew you know I cannot give to you my heart so big and swollen too you know I cannot give to you your head your head your head your head I'd like to wrap my head around this one and solve it all of this is falling apart, I cant help but feel a bit responsible I can't control my hair I'm so tired I can't even breath I'm too scared and I'm past my brink I've seen the center of madness it repeats it repeats I'm so tired I cant even breath I'm too scared and I'm past my brink I'll lay down next to you too and when time stands still I'll wrap myself around you I'll wrap myself around you I'll wrap myself around you I'll wrap myself around you

Together we'll go everywhere I'll go you'll let me lead the way I'm forced to be alone paranoid but not controlled I know its all fake You're not staring but your looking at me taking pictures of good times and melodies not forgetting about all that misery I know that you're all just waiting Who is standing back there let me know honestly Who is inserting pictures of brains splattering in Ukraine it's all the money in the banks and piles of cocaine I know I'm not insane I know I'm not insane external control governmental force I refuse to be consoled You're not staring but your looking at me taking pictures of good times and melodies not forgetting about all that misery I know that you're all just waiting You're not staring but your looking at me taking pictures of good times and melodies not forgetting about all that misery I know that you're all just waiting My body and my mind will age with passing time I think its mighty fine if I don't want to waste tonight I'm high I'm fucked it's time for me to care for My body and my mind will age with passing time I think its mighty fine if I don't want to waste tonight I'm high I'm fucked it's time for me to care for My body and my mind will age with passing time I think its mighty fine if I don't want to waste tonight I'm high I'm fucked it's time for me to care for My body and my mind will age with passing time I think its mighty fine if I don't want to waste tonight I'm high I'm fucked it's time for me to care for

Oh Lia dear, you've gone a bit manic you're not thinking through the panic my heart sinks when I hear you sing of these things There's fluoride in the water and I know it's not too fair they stain the thoughts of scared and they'll snare fair stares

I'll stay right here where the beach seems clear I'll walk into the waves the ocean is my grave and I'll become some bones some calcified foam and when you're swimming in me I'll smile so deep And you'll feel all the love I had to give without my fuck-ups getting in the way and the regrets and some past sinks to the bottom and gets lost for amoebas and some scum to eat away at and when amoeba grows up and all the hungry fish get caught and my sustenance goes out and feed some bright eyes will the ocean be enough will the earth still feel my thoughts I won't worry about that now I'm only ocean And you'll feel all the love I had to give without the fuck-ups getting in the way and my regrets and some past sinks to the bottom and gets lost and just lie there and they just lie there - I lied on some snow in a mirror thinking about the road getting nearer and it's going to mean less with the less that I think If it's hyper-real I don't mind just as long as it shows up on time I hate to be the guy that claims he gets it

I'll be easy for you I'll listen when you speak and hold you up in my arms peel the skin off tangerines I'll be easy for you close my eyes when I'm told and punish those warned by you I'll love you I'll be easy for you sitting in my room on hot days and hoping you'll stay but when you leave again, It's okay I'll wait I'll be here for you I'll be easy for you I'll be easy for you I'll be easy for you I'll be easy for you

Don't you hate the state of time well, time is getting hard to find you find its easier to try you try and try but let's not lie you get fucked up and turned around but lets not get so beat down con cuidado con cuidado con cuidado con cuidado can't you see whats underneath the surface I'm in a simulation and irate because its not anything too great it nulls the meaninglessness of the state and the words are getting boring they slow the song all they way down but its too late to change the sound con cuidado con cuidado con cuidado con cuidado y tu ya sabías hablar y ya sabía qué ya y tu ya sabías hablar y ya sabía qué ya y vas a encontrar más y pides dame dame ya y tu ya sabías hablar y ya sabía qué ya

I can't even look at you right abstract and oscillated A gory mess of sounds you fend off high minded philistinism wake up nine you have to learn about the world fifteen thousand years is quite a cross country swirl leading up to moments much sweeter than this is quite the empty bliss but you'll find the time to find some time sit there and try to try you'll find the time to find some time sit there and try to try It's your brother's band It's your brother's band I cannot speak for you It's overdue It's your brother's band You lie and dye on twisted claims of innocence You hate the wait but stay and pay due diligence I think it’s time to bulldoze through those who had to wait for you but They’ll find the time to find some time Sit there and try to try They’ll find the time to find some time Sit there and try to try You could save time and finally grow up You could save time and finally grow up You’ll find the time to find some time Sit there and try to try It’s your brothers band It’s your brothers band I cannot speak for you It’s overdue It’s your brothers band One thousand years turns into a million And that slips into a hundred billion I’ll smile and nod trying to figure it out Stare at the sun till it finally burns out One million years turns into billion And that slips into a hundred trillion I’ll smile and nod trying to figure it out Stare at the sun till it finally burns out

Wake up you find it's all made up make ups are hard but you work enough don't fight just try it once it won't hurt all that bad for life for good make ups understand you were mad believe in me I'm good believe in me I'm good Left it to time and time has gave enough when I'm all done only emerald dust Left it to time and time has gave enough when I'm all done only emerald dust Let up and speak what you have thought bad songs can't right the wrongs been done come back its not all gone we are not all what we've done it's sad to be dropped off forgive and you have won believe in me I'm good believe in me I'm good believe in me I'm good believe in me I'm good Left it to time and time has gave enough when I'm all done only emerald dust Left it to time and time has gave enough when I'm all done only emerald dust All around me please please sit back I don't know how to breath All around me please please sit back I don't know how to breath

I love my best friend He's my husband tall and proud But I can never be enough for him they've got a cloud I'd tell my best friend through your sins hate and loath never feel alone but you found your glow but you found your glow whats the point of life in a post-planet planet I'm alone I'm not promised anything I'm not bitter I just want you to know I love you, I'm not owed and you've found your glow and you've found your glow I'll just stay here under the ice sheet my home from home I am now blue I am now blue I am now blue I am now blue